what’s new is that tonite i had   figure it all out urge   taking over scribbling up my chest and mind and heart
then i picked up my fatblack oil stick and silver paper…

see the series of 11 photographs…

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i got urges, kurges, itches, grating DESIRE
to have a clear statement
to have a clear self.STATE
a forward future direction vision goal to work towards that b e a c o n s

i wanted to write talking points write talking points write and figure out those few clear talking points that can stand out as a beacon of my clear direction and offer hope and inspiration

so i wanted to write
figure it out
find certainty
have the words answers KNOW IT
SAY IT
WRITE IT
figure it OUT
know it inside
all these pushes and pulls in in
in in
Kurge grating itch desire

what’s new is that tonite i had   figure it all out urge   taking over scribbling up my chest and mind and heart
then i picked up my fatblack oil stick and silver paper with that URGE
let it flow let it come out let me NOT KNOW NOT get stopped by not knowing

Use what i’ve got    now thats what i do
now wrinkle it, scratch it, cover it, take it from different angles, experience it,

HOW? energetically i’ve learned some transformational tricks
to flow, expand, blossom like a flower from my.heart.meeting.reality
i can NOW ground and feel my work aligned.
i can trust in perfect present inquiring self
i explore silver.fatblack.reflection.of.the.thing.i.felt